Friday, August 31, 2012

You Need the Key


Every door has a key and I’ve just found ours.

If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it. ~ Genesis 4:7

I can’t believe it’s been a year and a half since God opened my eyes to how this verse applied to a situation in my life.  Because this scripture had been marked in my brain as a reminder about maintaining control, I didn’t realize God was talking to me again about a current situation when this verse began to play like a tape in my mind.

Over the past several months, Brad and I have been praying and believing for God to move mightily in our lives.  Our prayer: Close all the wrong doors so no man or spirit may open them and open the right door so no man or spirit may close it.  After months of frustration and listening to a friend’s testimony, I began to realize that God had been “closing all the wrong doors,” just as we’d asked.  So we began to thank Him that He’d already opened the “right” door and asked Him to lead us to it.

I ran into a friend the other day who said, “You must be missing something.”  I was so frustrated at that comment…but God revealed to me tonight that he was right and that “something” was huge to God.  Our actions and our words can define us.  If we are not careful, sin will master our lives, cutting off the hand of God to bless us.  But as I discovered tonight through talking with God, we can master sin and don’t have to be mastered by it.

We’ve wanted God to shut all the wrong doors and open the right one.  Every door has a key and I’ve just found ours.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Without Love


The Holiday Inn was booked so we decided to spend the weekend at All Children’s Hospital…

Well, ok, not really. I mean who really “decides” to go to a hospital, especially for their 5-week-old baby?  I really must say that if there’s ever a need to take a child that age to a hospital, All Children’s is really the place to take her.  Everyone was so nice and considerate and handled us with kid gloves…except for one person.  After we were discharged and safely home with our little angel, I began to decompress and unwind.  As I thought about how one person treated us, making me feel horrible about my mothering abilities, and how all the others had made us feel like it would all be “OK,” this verse came to mind: “If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal,” (1 Corinthians 13:1).  This scripture is from the “Love” chapter and I’ve never thought of it in regard to anyone other than family or friends.  But really and truly, we interact with human beings—some going through life’s trials and some just going about their everyday lives—and as such, need to treat everyone with “kid gloves.” 

Father, thank you for opening my eyes to see how one person’s tone, words, and actions can raise a woman up or send her crashing in pieces to the floor.  Lord, I pray that I would walk away from this experience would make me a stronger person, but would also increase my capacity to love others the way they need to be loved…the way that I need to be loved. In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen.