The LORD said to Samuel, "How long will you mourn for Saul, since I have rejected him as king over Israel? Fill your horn with oil and be on your way; I am sending you to Jesse of Bethlehem. I have chosen one of his sons to be king." But Samuel said, "How can I go? Saul will hear about it and kill me." ~ 1 Samuel 16:1-2
How often do we hear the word, “Go” and fret about it the way Samuel did? We hear God calling us, but somehow His words fall flat. It’s as though we trust that He was big enough to create the world, but not that He’s strong enough to protect us in it. I’ve started reading Linchpin, by Seth Godin. In his book, Godin talks about being indispensable in our jobs or in the things we are passionate about and doing so by standing out, taking a chance, and following the road less traveled. He said, “No one is a genius all the time…But we are all geniuses sometimes…[Our] problem is that…we trade our genius and artistry for apparent stability,” (1, italics mine).
That’s where Samuel was—and where we often are—when God calls to us: stuck in apparent stability. But if we’re going to see the promises of God fulfilled in our lives, then we must trust the One who’s sending us. We must trust the One who made heaven and earth, who so intricately knit us together in our mother’s womb, who hemmed us in on all sides, that when He says, “Go,” He will journey with us, (Psalm 146:6; Psalm 139:13; Psalm 139:5).
Lord, thank you for opening my eyes to how foolish I’ve been in hiding behind my apparent stability. Thank you, Father, for your promises to walk with me and to never leave nor forsake me. Thank you for gently loving and nudging me the way you do. Only You could love me so well. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.